Monday, February 22, 2010

Dear Family

School:
I had second exam from Child Development, I passed with the score of 78%. I wish I did better but I am proud of myself doing well despite being very sick. Now onward to tough homework...APA style of research paper. At least mom is helping me out. I was supposed to work on it today but I was not feeling good at all (despite it all, I took the test anyways). One good news, my other psych class cancelled on thursday which pushed the 3rd exam or second to next week. Good. I can shift all of my focus on research paper. And healing.

Amber:
She's doing good. All the cats and dog decided to use my bed for their nap times during day time. I think its funny and strange. Today while I'm napping (recovery process) the older cat kneaded my legs and slept on me. I was confused bc its usually amber's spot. And I don't recall Amber being that light. Oh well. Animals have their weird moments. At least it amuses me.

Life:
Well after lots of misunderstandings and miscommunicating, I finally made up with my friends and learning that life goes on and I have HUGE trust issues.

Love
Lynette

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Dear Family

My week:

My week is barely over and yet I find myself running on empty (endurance for people). After asking for your advices, I find it strange that I get no response from you (I am not talking about those who did respond to me). But whatever. I now decided to take the vow of silence. Not silent treatment mind you. Just robotic response and locking myself up around those who are not able to understand me. Hearing culture are too much like british or french I find.

School:

I now only have one less class to deal with. However there is this nasty thing this *ahem* wonderful school tells students to take. Fa 100. YUCK. I have 3 events to attend (they costs money and you gotta stay ENTIRE event) and 2 class sessions left. I am not in mood to hear singers and so forth. Whatever. I miss my interpreter, Val. She went on the cruise to interpret so I had to deal with lousy interpreters and captionists. Anyhoo I have two tests coming up. One on Monday and another on following saturday.

Amber:

LOL, Amber has done it. The effect of living with cats are now manifesting. She tries to climb the tree. Cute. She also knocked another key off my laptop in her endeavor to get my attention. She competes with my laptop and my phone. And she is slowly being weaned off my attention at night time.

Night ya'll.
Lynette

Monday, February 15, 2010

Dear Family

Apologies: (not really)

After LONG time of ignoring you guys. I decided time for me to restart my blog just for you guys. Figured you would like that.

School:

People here are dumb is all I can say about my school. I love education. I hate the people. Anyways, I am majoring in Psychology and I am loving it. I was terrified when I felt this major was right. I didn't believe in myself and I was scared bc I did not think I was plastic. Pscyh term, look it up. I took general studies classes to help me do well in school. I got to say those classes helped me big time. I finally broke my curse of flunking tests. I am slowly gaining confidence in myself. I admit I still struggle. Research papers...I hate them. I am doing my best and I am not behind in my school. I am at good pace where I should be. However, I'm scared of next semester. AAACCCK!!
But no f or ds so far.

Having mom in same town:

She helps me on rides to and from school. I do my best to help her back. She just don't seems to want my help. It is nice having mom nearby (sorry!) because we can discuss on things. Its so nice to have a mentor. And of course, meals on sundays. That is always awesomeness. But last sunday was not so fun. Mom has decided that allowing us to get our own meals causes competition over amount of food we can get before its all gone is no good. This time, she gave us our food her way. We all sat at the table looking at each other and comparing food amounts. I get the sense those kids are too lazy to protest. Either that or mom just had this look on her face, "I will NOT tolerant any FUSS!" Sad day. I just hope she won't repeat that again. It just take fun out of it.

Amber:

She is getting along with cat roommates. She get bored easily so she picks on one cat. Living with cats is not so bad but if I have my way, NO cats in the house. Depends on a dog. I want to shave my dog sooooo bad. I love her personality but I hate her hair. Amber likes to sneak out while my roommate and I are busy. Bad dog. I still love having her sleeping with me. I hate when she walks over my chest. She is becoming little bit more aggressive with me. When I decided to go to bed and she doesn't want me to go to bed, she will headbutt me. I would pull my blanket over my head but she will just dig at my head. Her days of object permanent has begun. Dang, I thought only humans do that.

About me:

Its hard living with roommates. So much give and take. Its hard hard hard. I don't like it but its hard to focus on good things as well. I need to remember the good things. I found someone who owns a ranch of Tennessee Walkers. I get to train one colt. It is awesome. I dont get to go that often though. Sad day. The owner wants me to come by more often. Relationship wise, I suck at it. I do seriously. I blow them away from me without meaning to. I dress up prettier, wear bit of makeup and make sure that I have mint with me. I struggle getting guys...any advices? Please give. Holly what was your advices again? I know I brushed them off long ago. I now need them. Krista please tell me how do I get a boyfriend? I'm very inept when it comes to boys.

Love,
Lynette