Dear Family

Me

I took a much needed break from Rexburg by going with mom to Salt Lake City, Utah. Trip down went well. Trip back is different story. It was nice to see my family I have not seen for long time. For once I am not offended of being outsider. Ever since

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I have no freaking clue to why this cat decided to climb into my dirty laundry basket and sniff around. Yes I know I have a smell that all animals love. However, I'm okay being sniffed. As long the clothes is on me. Not in the mood having MORE hair before they are being washed. Thank you, cat. I will do my best to find my smell then make it a mouse toy full of my smell so you can just get high from it and stay away from my clothes.

ANYWAYS, Ever since I took psychology classes, I no longer just observe the behavior and questioning why it affects me. I learned how to be empirical. It is very nice and I felt more peace. Just being in my family's presence is good enough for me and watching them interact with each other. I find it nice. And more tolerance for them. However this does not mean I want to have children of my own.

The highlight of it all is visiting with Brittany. She and her service dog came over. It was so wonderful seeing her. I still glad to have her as wonderful best friend. She managed to wear out Amber for two days ha ha! I was sad that Aubrey was busy that day. No matter, I still aim to try again.

Cabin Fever
Ugh, as the end of semester nears, I ache to play around or something. I feel like I'm slowly killing myself. I now have harder time doing my homeworks and not put it off. WOW at least I lasted for 3 whole months. Maybe I now am going through depression. No idea.

Church
I am looking for different ward to join in. People acts like I'm quitting church for good. Yeah culture clash at this one. I got to laugh my head off. Really? One person leaving one ward to another is gonna have domino affects? This ward is gonna fall apart now? I think not. Lord always provide for us.

Lord
As I has slowly forgotten Lord,Lord has blessed me to remember him again by blessing me. Today has shown me that. I still stand on having education with gospel. You can't learn new things and block Lord out. Life doesn't work that way. Lord is showing me how I can. I wondered how because this is not my habit and really, it is hard to apply Lord in math. But I have decided that this will bless me if I do so. I am glad that Lord take care of us. He has made promise to Israel. As long He is OUR Lord, everything is taken care of. Another promise between Him and me is this, as long as I am obedience, everything will be taken care of. I am learning to believe in His words. Things He say to us personally is true and not vague. He does always answer our questions. ALWAYS. But of course, His time not ours. His will, not ours. My heart is full because I love learning new things of Lord with my life. I do not know why I'm inspired to major psychology and it took alot of work to have faith in Him. I still believe in Him. Do you? Have you heard Him today? Did you set aside of time to hear Him? Satan tells us we are too busy to stop and ponder what Lord could be teaching us. Clever Satan he is. But we have power to override what satan says and turn to Lord and ask Him what He wants to tell us.

Well, I gotta go bed. Night ya'll.